3 / 4 / 2014

Sometimes I'm tired of crying and smiling
so..
when you see me in real life
My face has no emotion
In front of peoples
I'll try to smile
laugh
and make stupid jokes..


Suddenly I wonder why I don't have a best friend
Maybe because of my bad behavior?
Maybe because I'm crazy ?
Maybe maybe maybe..


I felt sad when I saw my friends hanged out together
post their pics in FB
'Best friends forever'
'Memories never fade'
'......'


My sis asked me why I do not hang out with them ?
To be honest
I want to cry when she asked me that question


'I'm not their best friend'
 'I'm not their friend'
'They don't like me'
...


Everything will be fine..
so..
just..
Let it goooo~~~ let it go ~~~

Actually I feel very stressful with my broken English =.=

Mostly university / work 's interview are fully in English


'Pls introduce yourself'
'What you think about ...'
bla bla bla bla 2!$@#%


And of course
when you study in university
CLASS ASSIGNMENT BLA BLA
FULLY IN ENGLISH 12$#%5@@%





If I gonna study at Pusat Asasi Sains UM..
I hope the interview is in Malay language TwT