I'm going..

This pic reminds me of you..

My Doraemon..

Although you don't have the wonderful pocket..

But you still stay with me all the time..

You're so far yet so close to me..

Thanks..

My Doraemon..

I'll be your Doralin :P

Yesterday I went to my lovely school

to return the PBSM uniform -.-

I met many teachers

They keep smiling and said congratz to me

I just smiled and said thanks

It's kinda awkward actually 

I try not to become arrogant

 So..

I don't watch anime anymore..

I don't watch korean dramas anymore..

I don't watch any dramas anymore

I don't hear any song anymore..

I seldom play CS ...

(but sometimes still play too hahahaha)

My mom really hopes that I can study at University of Malaya

Yea the oldest university in Malaysia

and have the highest ranking among the LOCAL universities only

I know UM is nothing if compared to world-class universities haha -.-

 While other country move towards a better education system

Malaysia is the only country that move backward

haha sorry for broken english

but I hope you understand what really happened in my country -.-

My dad said to me..

if you have chance

just go to study at oversea

find a work

and no need to come back here anymore

Of course...

I want to stay with my family...

I hope I can get Pusat Asasi Sains UM (PASUM)

Asasi = foundation

Of course

for bumiputera only

Haiz

I don't want to say a lot about my country

To be honest my country is exporting pro students to oversea

Why ?

Because majority top students are non-bumiputera 

(if you know what I mean)

 Then some local universities offered courses for bumiputera only

 My chinese friends take A-level at private

and gonna fly to other country soon

haiz

Now..

I'm waiting ..

I'm learning Islam..

Yes..

I'm learning Islam..

 

A heart without knowledge is nothing

So

As a muslim

I should learn more about Islam

I never want to learn more about Islam and my behavior is really terrible before

I really really want to change myself

and prepare myself before I leave this world..

Am I going..?

I think..

Yes : )