Cancer..?

If you get cancer

will you tell your friends and best friend?

I think yes 

or maybe not

Me?

I get cancer NOW

I won't tell my friends and best friend

 Why?

I don't have and NEVER have a best friend

so

no need to tell and don't have to tell

How about friends?

They happy without me

why I say like this?

because

I know

I faced it

I told Shila

my table-mate

After you go university

I wish you can find a friend who better than me

she will not scold you like I did

she don't have a bed-tempered like me

she will kind and nice to you

I'm happy

If I go ..

I don't have to worry about my friends...

My lovely sister..

I know you cry a lot

I know you worry about me

I know you love me and care about me

Sis

I'm sorry

I'm not good enough to be your lil sis

I didn't take care of you

I didn't treat you nicely

I always make you cry

I can't be with you when you're weak and crying

I can't wipe away your tears

I can't hold your hands 

I can't hug you tightly

I'm useless..

Pls forgive me..

Sis

I always love you

I always care for you through this distance

I wish someone better than me can take care of sis