I can't hear

I promise that I don't want to make you cry

but

I'm the person who always make you cry

Seriously I don't know what happened with my right ear

Last 2 night

It was very fu**ing painful %$#%$#

I don't know how to describe it

If painful can be divided to 10 levels

level 1 is small pain

level 10 is the extreme !#!@$@# pain 

My right ear pain just like level 6 pain

I don't know why I don't want to tell my parents

maybe I think that

It will be fine

Now

I can't hear clearly seriously

Tinnitus

If you don't know that

you can google search

now I'm suffering that

Why you cried

Do you scare that I can't hear your voice anymore

Do you scare that I can't hear your stories and dreams anymore

Do you scare that I can't hear your problems anymore

Do you scare when you talk to me

but I can't hear you?

I still can hear you

Will you be my right ear for a moment?

Tell me what you hear

Tell me what you see

 Tell me your problems

Tell me your stories and dreams

 

 I hope I will be fine

I don't want to lose my hearing seriously -.-

You scare I can't hear

You don't think I'm scare too?