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Long time didn't type blog

Nowadays I very busy with my school work

My school library's teacher enters a library decoration competition

So now we are very busy for the library decoration

Yea I very hate it

Why?

Because the teacher enter that competition without discussing with us

And the competition will be end on 29th Jan

Now still have many work haven't done

The 'big boss' (I called that teacher like this) keep scold us why haven't finish all works

I'm very grateful that didn't being choosen to become the Pengerusi PPS

because so many works that need to do

In add, the teacher are very ‘cerewet '

Now the pengerusi (my friend) very frustrated with the works in library

Me?

I'm frustrated too

Although I'm not a very important AJK in that library

But when teacher or the pembantu library needs help

They will call me and my friend

Yeasterday when the pembantu library saw me

she scolded me and my friend only even there still have many other PPS there

Sigh

Besides

I have been chosen to become Pengerusi for the Kelab Pelaburan Bijak PNB

I'm very grateful too because that isn't too much work that need to be done in kelab

But

We need to finish the papan paparan, perancangan aktiviti and the file kelab

 before the middle of Feb

Now me and my friend, the secretary of the kelab a.k.a the pengerusi of pps

are very very frustrated

We need to struggle for the library , kelab, kawad, class, homework, revision and etc.

Tension !

 I think I won't join the kawad for this year

Although I knew that the cocurricullar's mark is very essential

 I will very tired if I join the kawad

Last year I joined the kawad

Each time I came back from the practice

I will dating with my bed

until the next morning

So well

there isn't a word 'free' and 'relax' in form 5 life

Now I miss my sis very very much

I always wish I can meet her and talk to her

Share my stories, dreams and problems

Hold her hands and hug her

Yesterday when I saw my friend talked to her sis

I feel a bit jealous and sad too

I cried a lot, yesterday

 About my mom

she still not fully recovered

Still very worry about her

I still can remember how I cried that day

Still can remember when I saw my mom faint an breath hardly

So helpless that time

I don't want lose my beloved person

My family friends and sis

I love you all...

Can you define love?

You can't 

You can't define love by word

Because you feel it. 

Sorry for BROOOOKEN ENGLISH