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I wish I can be with you

Hear your problems

Wipe your tears

and

Make you smile and happy

I'm sorry

I'm not a good lil sis

I always disturb sis

I always make you worried and cry

Please forgive me

I wish

I will always love you

and make you happy

Just now I was Whatsapp with Lee Kopi

He said " Don't like me or you will die XD"

Then I asked "Why I will die? -.-"

He answered "Honestly, I don't like Islam"

I wonder why

I feel that I fall into a hole that full with darkness and sadness

I feel want to cry

Do I like him?

Maybe

Maybe I like him

He is kind to me

But unluckily, 

he likes other girl

and don't like Islam too

Why?

Because he said Islam forced them to enter Islam 

if they want marry with Muslim

Ermm

how about R ?

I don't know 

I also don't know where is he and he is doing now

I wish one day

I can ask him 

"Do you like the birthday present and the small card that I gave to you?"

Now my whole body really in pain

Because of that fcking boring childish stupid camp motivation yesterday !

First, we heard a talk about motivation

After that, we did so many childish dance

The one that I can't accept

is they asked us to 'meniarap' on the floor

That time

I keep scolded in my heart

I haven't done my add math

Walao I already forget all my form 4 add math

Regret tuition at 超級

Very regret

So

no need to turn back now

I have to struggle and work hard ! >_<

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My sis said she heard 'Promise You' until wanna cry

Now

I feel wanna cry also

Maybe the song very sad

Actually I don't know how they know Japanese .__.

 Toshirou will scream when she see this haha

kidding kidding