So Lonely Without You

I keep refreshing my fb and twitter

Hoping I will see you online

I keep looking at my phone

Hoping it is shining green led light

Hoping it is a mssg from you

I am so lonely without you

I don't have anyone to talk now

I just want to stay with you

I just want to spend time with you 

I am so lonely without you

I can't control my tears

Each time I miss you

I started to cry

If you are here

I want to hug and kiss you

I want to say I love you so much

I am so lonely without you

Next year

Will I started to cry

If I won't able to see you anymore at school

I won't see you walking to the assembly every morning

I won't see you in your class

I won't see you at the library

I won't see you anymore

I am so lonely without you

Sometimes I hope

Someone who better than me

can replace me to love and care you

But

I don't want

I just want to spend time with you

Although I know

You have someone who you love more than me

Sometimes I keep asking myself

If I leave tomorrow

Will you know it?

Will you know that I have gone?

Will you started to cry?

And wish you can see me one more time.

Now

You had leave the school

For me

it is very hurt for me

Because I won't able to see you anymore

Because I won't able to talk to you anymore

Because I won't able to spend time with you anymore

I keep asking myself

Will the distance and time keep separating us

I scare

if one day

You won't love me and care me anymore

You will started to ignore me

You will leave me forever

I scare..

I scare...

So lonely without you

Can't hold your hands

Can't feel your warmness

Can't feel your love 

If you are standing infront of me now

You will see

My tears keep falling 

I can't control it

I dont want lose you

I don't want..

If I leave tomorrow

I want you be here

I want hold your hand

I want hug you and I want kiss your cheek

I will tell you that

I love sis so much

If I leave tomorrow

I want you to find a better one

Someone who can love and care you

And won't leave you forever.

I am so lonely without you.